in the begining

there was a tanya. her computer. a new year. and a new blog.

what will the new year bring... a few things i know... the end of school... space made for the new...

what is the new... i know and recognize an exploration taking place... this desire to hear, know, understand a world that is in constant motion... a desire to know things that can easily be ignored, but that are always there... also a willingness to recognize that there are others who are awakening to the same thing... and i am meeting them... the good and great people of the planet... and i get to know them... this is very exciting

about two years ago someone told me that i was metaphorically standing on the edge of a cliff hesitating... this hesitation was fear... who i was/am was meant to leap and know i would be carried... carried through life from one adventure to the next... but something blocked this from happening...

i think i am starting to understand how to let go and trust... to trust that life will carry me... that because of who i am i will experience the best that life has to offer... because i want it. :) it is time. time to walk on water...

right now... i am feeling really excited.