i take photos less than often... because i have dropped my camera more than a camera should be dropped... so do excuse the quality of the following photos...

a few weeks ago my little friend adam was baptized... he was born while i was on my mission... i dropped him once trying while trying to impress a boy... i guess the boy wasn’t impressed, because he is now making his own babies in another state... but little adam... i love little adam... little adam... named after his dad's best friend ... outside of relationships dad's best friend adam was my favorite kiss... he is not the same one who flustered me so much that i dropped little adam...

about baptism

i remember being baptized...i remember fighting with my family... i was pretty sure that i wanted a divorce from my entire family that day... but after my baptism i felt totally at peace... i tried to be pissed, but it didn't work... all of the irritation/frustration i had felt in the morning was replaced with peace...

i watched little adam on his day... while everyone else in attendance seemed completely swept up in a whirlwind of chaos, adam's countenance reflected that same peace... you can see it in his eyes and smile...

even if he doesn't remember what chums we were back in the day i still really love him... even if i threw him up and forgot to catch him... i am so relived that i don’t get that nervous around boys anymore...